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Saturday, September 10, 2005
9/10/2005 08:41:00 PM

well this morning went to macs at wm with e intention of studying..but then no..ended up talking cock with yishu helmi siva..yepps..from 10 am to lik abt 3pm?? den had to go home cos thought wanted to meet nurul at e stadium..but jus didnt feel lik it..so instead went home..

guess these past few days i haf been under e weather.thinking abt soo much stuff..until it blows my head..but sumtimes i jus dun think abt it n ponder y dun i think abt it?had this deal with lik e bunch of them tt we gonna back to esplanade at e end of yr but all attached? haha dun think it will come true for any of us..well.. if any of them get attach i will be very happy for them : ) now jus to think abt my fate..thinking of going australia at e end of next yr but wanted to go states next yr..so gotta start making up my mind now..think if i make it next yr it will be a trip more deserved since its after my Os..

guess most of u heard abt e katrina thingy at new orleans..sigh..so sad..jus now on CNN there was lik an hour dedicated to e children of e katrina..most of them lost all their family..small kids..n they r trying their best to reunite the kids with e families..v heard-aching..jus think how lucky i am n to think all of us complain abt e smallest things in life..maybe gotta think twice now eh? go to www.missingkids.com

sumtime its v safe to be in spore? but my heart tells me to go away n its lik all e countries r jus calling me..hopefully if there is an opportunity,rest assured i will leave spore.anyway haf u all heard abt stussy boy?? its this guy at bb mrt then me n xq met but we didnt tell each other we were eyeing e guy until we were in e train with him..n u noe wad?he reads!it shows his level of maturity n his high intellectual level..he was handsome n toned..but not tt ga-ga..haf sum other ppl to think abt..hahahaa..jkjk..guy a or guy b? guy a can merely be jus a bf but i believe guy b got more to offer ..but hung onto guy a for a pretty long time..n i nid to end this chapter of my life..so i should close it n write a new 1..n it takes time..but i jus need sum ppl to gif me assurance or at least tell me their feelings so maybe things can go right for a change?

n guys please listen.. love is a very strong word..dun use it without giving it much thoughts first cos it can realli turn a girl off easily..do u realli believe there is a thing called 'love at first sight' ? maybe when i go thru it then i'll believe it but it realli takes time to love some1..n i mean saying u love a girl jus aft a few days..then its not realli complimenting e girl instead, jus makes e girl think of u as a sick asshole..so guys if u noe wads best for u, please watch wad u sae..

love is a powerful tool which can guide u in e darkness..with assurance that it is e right guy..e best thing abt love is to be loved by someone who u love..so maybe we shall just wait for our luck cos there is no rush..e lifetime waits for u n love may just be ard e corner..

together forever*

Thursday, September 01, 2005
9/01/2005 09:12:00 PM

heyyy..todae had to go townn..buy lots of stuff..den came home for tuition..yst bro was v sick..voice totally changed..so poor thing..haha.. whole day got stomach cramp..couldnt take it.. had not much mood go shop.. so stressed..thank god teachers day over..jus got farewell party..handed up e programme list den ms dianah sms me said it was good : ) haha but now situation is so disorganized..i cant take it ready..alot of ppl bail on me..overall i get it also..i wan everything to go fine!!close to perfect..e thing is sum ppl dunno farewell party tmr..they dun evn noe wad to wear for training let alone noe there is training..think i let alot of ppl down ready..n tts bad..got lots to do tmr..gonna be running here n there..well yst was teachers day concert..PA got problem so drama had to cut..but we saw vietnamese boy do his thing..girls out there..he is 16!! anyway..handball match against teachers..me n eve play super long lahhh..teachers lik mr sara super violent..got hit by mr nagulan on e face..mr koh messed up my hair in front of e whole student body!!! damn bloody pissing offf..he come score so muchh..mr latiff damn pro..mdm kitha can realli defend..overall had lots of fun..den watch socccer matchh.hoorayy.they woN!! n helmi scored so hafta treat him to a drink but onli until he is well!! if he is sick den too bad ..no drink..now can understand why guys love soccer..trying to understand..its their passion lik how girls love shopping..n how guys can nv understnad..den went town celebrate lee han bday den go shop..legs cramp lahhh..tt girl start cannot stop..haha..den go eat..took lots of picss..had fish n chipss..yahh den on e way back on e train toked to leehan abt personal stuff..lik wad kind?? guys..duhh..den go my fren house..chill with her for 15 mins den dad picked me up then go home..den on e phone with huihoong until 11 plus n lanyi too..den slept..1 am woke up.couldnt sleep broke into cold sweat..until 2.50 den managed to go back sleep..damn scary..air con on den can sweat lik hell..den cough cough sneeze sneeze..den wake up stomach cramp..well tts it..gotta start checking up on deco n games IC!n pack for endau rompin which i haven started..

*saying that u love someone may be easy..but e expressing it in feelings may be difficult..but wadeva it is,love is all around..jus gotta find it ard e corner*

together forever*